Alright so I was on facebook where all the cool fags lurk. Got a message from the bf so I quickly replied and then decided to sent him a PM about what kind of cake would he like and if he wanted me shaved or not when he comes up on his birthday (the 4th). Well I was so distracted typing that to him I didnt notice my "recommended" list so I got a very brief glimpse of someone who looked very....very familiar to me.
As you all may know back in the earlier parts of this year April or so I think...? i was dating someone who we will call "George" I suspected him of cheating ring any bells? well come mid-June I found out he was cheating on me with someone whom we've met at the bar before. i will call this guy "Mark" so I saw Mark (last name thought shout not be spoken of)'s profile on facebook for that glimpse second.
I noticed George or someone who really favored george was in the picture so when my message to my boyfriend was sent I quickly went to the search box at the top of the page. Went to Mark's profile and what do you know? 3 pics of George on it.... Was pretty pissed already as George wanted to keep our life together private claiming it was because of his dad. So i'm sittin here pissed you know? and i got more mad the longer I sat there. I decided to go back to Mark's profile and check his wall to see if anything about this was mentioned. Shouldn't have done that....
I scrolled down a little bit to an October 7th post "well i found love his name is george _______ we have been going out for about 8 mnths now. i love him but im not in love with him that takes time and im willing to put that in. im very lucky. even though some would think im going to hell, when im with him and knowing hes in my life i feel like im in heaven"
October? 8 months? February! Hes been fucking around on me for all those months with that one specific guy and i'm willing to bet others and right from the start too. I'm sorry to be bringing this up but this makes me lose more faith in humanity. He claims hes "christian" lied to me , used me and the money i have , told me he'd never hurt me and make all these bullshit sweet statements it just absolutely sickens me.....how can you learn to trust anyone? I can't wait for my bf to get here the 4th I need a cuddle and hug....
